好痛苦啊,明明是三个小时却不觉得漫长,痛苦本来就像生活、本就是漫长的,虚构和非虚构是孪生的双射线…Tom和Lissy餐桌前的对话,哭得感觉再没什么可以哭了,衰老、死亡、创伤回忆、后悔的心情,是少有的绝对无法解开的缠绵的痛苦;not everyone has the talent to be happy. Not everyone can be helped by therapy, pills, things the society offer to prevent people from deciding their own life. Or death.